Wednesday, January 30, 2013

January 30, 2013 #2

Many thoughts have passed today. Ill share with you.
I have started a new book,  Lynn Eib, When God and Cancer Meet, 2002, Tyndale Press. I almost formatted this in APA format, because of graduate school habits, then I came to myself. From time to time I am sure I will forget myself. So I apologize early on.

Lynn has a similar cancer that I have and expresses herself so elegantly, in ways that I wish for all the readers to know how I feel. A common thread that I find in her introduction, compared to the way I feel is that many people are saying that God will teach me many things through this process. I feel rebellious in that statement because I just do not learn very well in this manner. I am not rejoicing over the possibilities  of what I can learn through suffering.

Stitches came out today and dates are set for the Port-A-Cath insertion. Ill show some pictures.

Next in line is chemotherapy. Ill have enough to say about that when the time comes.
I assure you my faith is not rattled only strengthened by this new diagnosis and still somewhat in shock. My dual families, Judy, Megan, Jamarvin, Greta, Morgan and Sophia and the hospital family will provide boundless love and support.
Thanks to everyone!!

Your Friend
Bo Morris



Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Jan. 29, 2013 #1

My feelings with knowing that I have cancer is settling in. The unknown cancer therapy and the delivery method is abit unsettling. I have all the confidence in Dr. Kessler and Dr. Hicks. They both have extended efforts to educate myself and family about the cancer and mostly provide a glimmer of hope during and after the process.

I look forward in communicating through this media blog and letting all of you see what is transpiring within this resemblance of a man. I am well supported with a tremendous gathering of family and friends. The hospital support is emotionally overwhelming. I get emotional when i dwell on the visitors and the wonderful things they said and expression of support that was given.

Formost I am thankful for my faith and the strength it gives me daily to begin this journey of colon cancer.

Thank you for all your support, and Love you have, and are expressing.

Bo Morris